| | Yeah, its been a heck of a long time. I guess I just haven't felt like writing anything lately or giving life updates.
So, its been occurring to me lately that I simply can't just do what I'm told. Its like a dysfunction of some kind that I've always had. Like, if it doesn't make sense to me, I can't bring myself to do it. I honestly don't know how everyone else seems to function. It doesn't seem to matter, whether is my boss, or society, or teachers in school, or parents, or whatever - I just can't do it! Like, almost physically, like I can't lift a 500 pound dumbbell. My brain just totally shuts down in rejection and I have to beat myself over the head to get things done sometimes. And its not that I'm trying to be a rebel, or be different, or thing differently, or think I'm superior or something. What's up with that? I just want to be a good office drone/worker bee/member of society.
Grrr.
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| | Posted 12/6/2007 4:14 PM - 15 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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